It has been a while since I posted. I realize that I actually have very few followers. Actually, that is fine, as I am not really looking for anyone to 'follow' me.
I am currently working to establish myself in all domains as a solid virtuous person. I am training my physical body and mind with Girevoy Sport. See my other blog for more information about this. As for my soul, my daily experiences serve to educate me.
Again, I hope this blog will serve as an opportunity to share my experience and introspection on my path. We can share together and help each other. Feel free to comment or criticize. Only request is that there is mutual respect between all of us. This will help us go forward.
Though there have been many disasters recently, especially earthquakes. The global karma is heavy and it makes it difficult to have a high spirit. I am working on this aspect of cultivation. Maintaining a positive attitude despite the difficulties. The biggest difficulties are my own shortcomings.
I have had conflict at the restaurant in which I work with one of my fellow servers. Finding it to be a burden to deal with her shortcomings, I have ignored my own. Quite simply I am too judgmental. I need to have a bigger heart to include all beings, regardless of where they are in their path. Instead I am always trying to eliminate the difficult people. This is not the Benevolent way. For sure people have been very tolerant of my shortcomings.
I also need to grow up. In this regard I would like to go through proper channels. If I have conflict (natural) then I should go to the person in charge of the situation. Not (a) try to handle it on my own--- a recipe for anger and explosion or (b) try to pretend it doesn't bother me. IT DOES. BE HONEST.
Well, that is all for now. I will continue to post my introspection.
For now... main message... HAVE A BIGGER HEART.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
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