Monday, September 13, 2010

Get Serious.

Its not a matter of how hard I try, its whether or not I get the point.  I'm gonna try to make these introspections a bit more regular.  At least I can treat it like a journal to some degree.  Perhaps writing down my thoughts and feelings will help me get to that all important point.

Currently I seem to be struggling with EC and the idea of his discouragement.  It is overpowering at times.  How am I supposed to pick myself out of the gutter when I feel like throwing myself off a bridge whenever he talks to me.

Introspection?  Feeling?  So small.  Humble.  Humble.  Humble.  Please.

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